Being positive doesn't mean shutting
out feelings - I'm human... Energy - or lack of it - getting tired, is a
problem for me... I spoke with someone who told me what programs/classes are
available thru senior centers - I don't FEEL like a senior, but at 57 I guess
I'm on the edge... but I'm not ready for most of what's available - I ended up feeling
overwhelmed & a bit defeated... I didn't tell her much about my health
situation - I'm finding that people often don't really want details.
I told myself that once upon a time
I never would have had that conversation, that reaching out is a good thing... Trouble
is there's often disappointment... It occurs to me, there ARE going to be a lot
of disappointments, but I have to keep going.
I hope I can build up my stamina...
not easy to do, and in the meantime, I need to keep looking, to figure out what
I can do NOW.
