When I did this drawing - thinking
of my winding journey, hence the twisting line & the arrows in different directions
- it occurred to me how important integration is.
How well, how much integration there
is between a variety of systems - visual, vestibular, sympathetic and
parasympathetic, auditory, etc. - all these electrical signals (are emotions
electrical signals?? what about body chemistry, biology?)... All kinds of different brain activity, neural activity... complicated is an understatement...
I don't know the answer - will
integration be completed or will it be ongoing?
In bits and pieces? I guess it
really is an adventure, with good days and bad days and in between days... I
know that my journey is not a linear one....
I remind myself again, that what I
KNOW for SURE is today, right now. I
can't analyze this integration thing too much - I think I need to let it unfold.