Change is unpredictable – sometimes
happening in the blink of an eye, sometimes over decades... but it's not always
bad, sometimes it's possibility.
As my systemic multitasking
improves, my ability to function improves... & these possibilities come
into my head –
will I ever do local driving again?
Will attending musical theater be a
thing for me?
Will I ever be able to do a little
bit of travel? starting with a day trip?
travel doesn't have to be something humongous
Will I be able to watch a movie at
home with only one break? Without a
break?
Can life actually become more fun
for me again?
I think the answer to the last
question is probably yes & that's pretty cool. I don't know the answer to the other
questions, because I don't know how much more I'll improve - where all this
rehab is taking me.
I DO know that opening up to
possibility, to the not knowing of life, to even contemplating those questions
above is major for me.
I also know that to create positive
change, finding even a very small glimmer of strength, of ability - and
building on it – matters.
