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November 5th, 2018 - updated 10/19 - trying to describe my MAV experience


I wrote this to help my parents & Ron (husband) understand my MAV - Hopefully this info will help someone out there, so I'm sharing -

Migraine associated vertigo, MAV, like a lot of chronic illnesses, has a lot of variation.  Key to understanding is that many people, like me, can have symptoms WITHOUT a conventional migraine.

Tests - MAV is a diagnosis which people get when a bunch of other stuff is ruled out - that's why I had a lot of testing within the first year of my illness.  Ménière's disease is another vestibular diagnosis like that, that requires ruling out other diagnoses, but there are some key symptoms typically due to Ménière's that I've never had.

Diet - Unless I'm very tired, and/or have to deal with a lot of light and/or sound, the only time I get conventional migraines - pain - is from food triggers. I'm textbook, so sticking to my diet is huge.

The main symptoms I get, which have always been difficult to explain, are - 

1) sensory overload - usually the precursor to brain fog... it's NOT a migraine in my head, it's more of a body sensory experience... when I take a break from light, and sound, my body instantly begins to feel better.

2) Brain fog - difficulty thinking, processing info

3) vestibular dysfunction - usually experienced as disequilibrium - feeling off balance, though sometimes I get dizzy.  When I can give myself a break, I feel various signals that tell me my vestibular system is re-calibrating (for example, a kind of ear crackling).

4) sound sensitivity - hyperacusis - which is not the same thing as a migraine. However, too much exposure to a lot of sound can result in a migraine.

5) fatigue - dealing with all this makes me, not surprisingly, very tired.  Again, taking a break, doing some breathing, helps.

6) When I'm really tired, particularly if I'm exposed to a lot of light/sound, I will likely get the beginning of a traditional migraine. If I can, I take a break, which usually helps.

7) not so separate - I don't experience my symptoms as separately as I've laid them out here - there's always overlap. It's also impossible to completely distinguish neurologically between the visual and vestibular - literally very closely linked inside our heads.

8) Meds - I'm not a candidate for migraine meds. Following my diet is key, and the beginning stages of my migraines are not severe enough to make meds a good choice. I do, however, take meds for Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS), which I also have - a condition which often accompanies MAV.




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November 2nd, 2018 Living with, managing, my MAV & CI



Definition of the word chronic -
"(of an illness) persisting for a long time or constantly recurring."

I have migraine associated vertigo, which is a chronic neurological condition.  I also have convergence insufficiency, an eye teaming vision disorder, the severity of which was brought on by my illness.

I got sick in Sept. of 2011.  I talked recently with Christina, CBT (cognitive behavioral therapist), about the difference between getting a kind of sick that goes away, even if it takes a while, and having a chronic illness. 

Management can be challenging when I can't control the variables that can bring on symptoms - dizziness/disequilibrium, sensory overload, cognitive processing difficulty, etc. - and this can mean my energy threshold is lower. 

Management at home, particularly when I can control the noise, light, and general busyness of my environment, is easier.  My energy/stamina is decent - though I still have to pace myself.

It's easier when I'm someplace my body has learned - a space, people, etc. - that has become familiar - as opposed to completely new.  When we got our kitchen floor replaced 2 summers ago, it took me about a month to learn the new, porcelain surface - very different from the old linoleum. 

Challenging myself - whether on purpose, or not - is more likely to bring on symptoms.  So quality of life, while living with my invisible disorders, is not just about my neurological rehab, but self-management.  Asking for accommodations if/when possible, and doing the best I can in the moment.


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November 1st, 2018 Audio tools


I can read brief sentences, and do a bit better with my own writing - comprehension's easier because I know what I said - but reading is still a major challenge.  So, I rely heavily on these tools -


1) Google Translate - you copy and paste text in - up to 5000 characters now, and click on the speaker icon... it's a computer voice, but improved even over 5 years ago.

2) Audible.com - this is thru Amazon - there's a $14.95 monthly fee, but you get credits, so I've never paid more than my monthly fee, because I've only needed my credits for the books I've gotten... I listen to these on my iPad.

3) Talking Books - http://www.ilbph.org/ - this is the link for Illinois, but it's available nationally... I needed a doctor's note when I first got this, not sure if you still do, but worth it - loads of great books, all used on a really easy, special Talking Books Player... Wonderful readers - many are not names you'll hear about in the media, but they do a fantastic job!

4) choice magazine listening - http://www.choicemagazinelistening.org/

Another one I needed a note for, but worth it - I get a cartridge, which I use in my Talking Books Player, 4 times a year... poems, fiction, all kinds of articles from different publications - I never like everything, but I always really like/find interesting a lot... again, wonderful narrators!

5) I use Dragon NaturallySpeaking - a voice recognition computer software program which I had to purchase, but well worth it... I use a combo of keyboard and the software program to write... I wear a headset with mic and earphones, and it's learned my voice... takes some practice to get used to it, but worth it!

6) sometimes Ron reads to me :-)




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